Ahh, what a long day. As was yesterday.
Yesterday I got a haircut. It's not so bad. I told the lady not to touch my bangs, so she didn't and it looks fine. Vietnamese people are quite blunt, and I got very angry inside my head yesterday. I'm used to it though, so it's all good.
I mean, I know I'm skinny. I freaking understand. It's not like I want to be. I know I would look better with a couple pounds of my face, I know I would look better with boobs and butt. Who doesn't know that. But I do not starve myself, nor do I make myself throw up, in fact, I don't have any sort of eating disorder, I like my food. You blame it on whatever, but I really don't know why I'm thin. I eat greens, meats, grain, and I do not excercise religiously.
People always nag on me for my weight. I don't want to be skinny! I wouldn't mind being a little chubby, that would be wonderful. And all I see is people complaining and wanting to lose weight. What for? Yeah, lose weight if you've become unhealthy and overweight. But if you're just losing weight to lose weight, then don't even go there. You don't want to look like me, so don't bother. I wish there were magazine spreads and little pop-up ads about gaining weight. I would pay for that shit.
Angry rant over.
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