Journal Bits - 0930

Oh my goodness, I just wrote this big chunking blog but it didn't go through when I posted it. Lameeee.

Ugh, a compacted version of the previous blog attempt:

Oblivion! Oh how it makes you a fool. Open your eyes, sweetie.
Hm, something that sucks is I can't rant properly in here anymore. I'll have to form a new private blog or something because this isn't working to well for me.

I must admit, I am a little angry. But I suppose I would do the same too, but I would definitely be more smart about it and get all my assumptions right before I say anything.


Today was one of those okay days. Sort of boring as I did fall asleep in CWI and almost in French. Lunch was interesting to say the least. Biology did not do wonders on my lack of energy, that is for sure. Afterschool was, well I don't even know. It seemed fine, but if it really was then why would I be all hesitant about it?

Driving school was actually sort of fun. I ate way too much licorice though, but I did talk to some AMVers. It's so weird not seeing a smartboard in the front of the class though, it's been awhile since those days. Ugh, and now I have massive ammounts of homework to finish.

I need clearer thoughts, there's so much I want to say to people, but I know that it would never come out right. So it just sits in my brain until I forget about it. Oh, the world is cruel.

A Good Monday

Good weather = good mood. Period, it just always happens. It never fails me.

I'm still quite tired since I stayed up sort of late last night. I have oodles of math and english homework to do but I'm kind of procrastinating. So many things on my to-do list, it's insanity.

I also realize that I'm actually doing well in all my classes. Usually around this time I'm down to C's just before pulling my grades up last minute. We don't even have much work to do in some classes though.

Well, this blog is pretty pointless. There's just too much to write about. But now I don't feel so inclined to share every detail of my day to a public blog that people actually read. So I guess I will remain vague. I guess today would have been a truly good day if it had been under different circumstances.

Right now I just need to sort through my life, like a weekly tuneup. Hard to explain I suppose, but we all do it at some point in our life. I just happen to need it a lot, hahahh.

Okay, sorry for the bore.

Truth

I don't give a shit anymore,

snub me. Do you think I'd be deeply wounded by it? Truth is, I just don't care.

Ephipany

I feel ready to conquer the word. This has been a good weekend, the era of angry blogposts is over for now. Off to new subjects that are more worthwhile to write about.

Like the fact that I was 100% right? No, wait. That's not a good subject either.

Maybe about how the weather is. That topic never gets old in Washington. If I haven't said it before, I'll say it again. My mood simply corresponds with the weather. It's supposed to get up to 80 degrees tomorrow, so it should be a great and wonderful day in the CatherineChronicles.

Today will be fun toooo, I swear my parents took some happypills or something. My mom actually let me go out like, all weekend. AND she gave me some cash, AND my dad did as well. AND they've just been all nice and stuff. It sort of worries me, but I'll take it as it comes.

Vietnam/Australia 2009?!
My mommy's cousin that lives there just called. They talked for like, 3 hours. I can't wait, this is a very exciting week. If I go to Australia, I might just die of happiness when I get over there. I don't even know what it looks like over there, but their accents are pretty cool. :D

Smiley Feelings

I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT. Who called it? Me. Yes, all me.

=]]]]]]]

Okay, sorry. I just like being right sometimes. But there's still a chance that I am incorrect. Ah God, this is so funny. It makes me want to laugh until my stomach hurts. Except it sort of hurts already, last night was pretty hectic.


Well, I still desperately need a job. I spent like, half my debit card today. Sort of lame. I don't even know how I still have money left, seeing as I have no income. After doing some research on places hiring in my area, I have come to find that once I turn 16 I can work for either TJ Maxx, or Value Village. This does not sound promising. In fact, it's pretty damn depressing.

Eyes Hurt

So freaking tired, I feel ready to sleep.

Today was fun, I discovered a cool new band while at KentStation. But the shoes I wanted weren't at Hot Topic, danggg. Zumiez had a good sale though, and the salesdude there was extrememly friendly, a change from those older dudes.

The part on the wall under one of the tables that I defaced months ago is still there. Somehow I happened to have a sharpie or something on me when I wrote our intials there, I don't even remember. Ahahhh, good times. I wonder if it'll ever be washed off. Someone else wrote their intials in there too though, copycats :D.

I need more nice days like these. Except the tired part of it, I'm about to crash.

WHOOT WHOOT

That was my enthusiasm for football.

It was not a very good game, but still fun. I like away games better than home ones, hahahh. I'm so freaking tired though, not funny. My throat hurts from cheering, my feet hurt from walking, I ate too many starbursts, and I'm just plain tired.

I'm bouts to crash. Right after I upload these pictures on myspace. Hekka freaking funny. There must be more nights like this. Except for that little itsy bit about the people I've eradicated from my life. I feel good, but maybe that's because I had a good night. All I know is, things are changing.

I hate you, and you, and you too.
But who cares.

(:

SillyLosers

Why would you blog-stalk someone that you hate or dislike?

Get a life.



Anyways, this weekend will be quite eventful. I hope it doesn't rain today or tomorrow, that'd sort of suck. Sunday shall be my day for all things important, chores, homework, clean my room, etc. But until then, I will regain my sense of socialability. Is that a word?

My life is funny, it's like the script for a really poorly written comedy film. I swear it. But now, it's better just to laugh at people/things. I'd rather slap my knee from afar than actually being involved. I feel light and airy, today's the day for a revolution.

(:


And my birthday's in one month exactly. Yayayy.

Confusion

Talk about mixed signals. I don't do well with confusion, it worries me. If only I could read minds, that would be a good solution.

Well, today was quite interesting. It was all good up until just before school let out. FREAKING A. Hahahahhhh, well friends give sound advice. I just find it funny that people are so slow to catch on. And that they never blame the middleman, it's always gotta be the person on the other side. Lmao, oh well.

It's freezing outside. Supersuper cold. Off to driving school soon. Then GREY'S ANATOMY tonight, hell yes.

Thumbs Up

The accomplishments of today (in chronological order):

• Avoided a 10 cent late fee with the school library when the lady there thought it was the 23rd. Not an accomplishment exactly, but it's something worth mentioning.
• Got a picture developed that actually turned out.
• Discovered my symbol of empowerment.
• Didn't use a single kleenex.
• Found my internal battery... lmao. Oi
• Made a new friend (:
• Retaught Emily how to kiss.
• Passed my first driving school test. HECK YES

And some more things worth mentioning now: I'M GOING TO VIETNAM AGAIN. Hm, yeah. Hella freaking excited. I miss it, I need it now. If I could go there now, I would. I remember what happened when I went earlier this year. I need to get things off my mind.

Karma

I'm a believer, and I think it's going around now. Idk, I just can't wait to see.



Don't be so naive. There won't always be people around to warn you, so take advantage of it. Part of life is finding out your mistakes for yourself, but it's hard to stand back and watch. It's not like we're all 5 years old anymore. What's going to happen in the real world, when the biggest worry of your life isn't about your social life anymore. I'm sort of just cringing as I think about this, not because of me but because of the outcome that will surely come true.

This isn't all fun and games when you mess around with people's emotions. I think honesty could be the cure here, just cut it out. Do you think it's fun for me to have you still be doing boyfriendstuff, even though you said what you said? I don't want to see this, but it's going to be okay in the end for me. As for you? Karma babe, you'll see how it feels.

Optimism

Glass half full?

Sure. Because I'm going to just go along with things and hope for the best. Things are good at this very moment, who knows about later tonight. I think, if I remain positive but yet not get my hopes up, then I'll be okay.

It's good to be optimistic. If only I could always remember that. There are very many times when I am downright negative. No more, no longer.


I'm watching House right now. Freaking insane. That is why I don't wish to practice medicine.

The Pursuit of Happiness

That movie was okay. Idk why, just started to think about it.

Emily's here. My aunt had her citizenship ceremony thing today. They have her a little U.S flag that looks like kindergarteners put them together. I danced with her today, it was amazing. I've never felt so unstressed out before. She dances like a little cutie too.

Today was strange, it actually went by pretty fast. I was quite surprised. It started out weird though, ehhhhh no details. Oh yeah, then I found out that somebody jacked my internal battery. It's still a mystery to me, I don't understand it.

The future suddenly does not look so grim. I surely cannot wait until my birthday. I don't even feel like I'm anywhere near 16. I can drive soon, so mindboggling. I hope I'm a good driver, not like my mother. Lmao. She speeds a lot.

My glasses are ready to pick up. No more suffering on my poor eyeballs. Yay for corrective lenses!

I feel happy (:

(:

"I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to"

The wise words of Leona Lewis.


I'm at peace now. Let the world come crumbling down around me and still I'll try not to let it phase me.
My week will not be ruined. I just have to trudge through 5 days at school. Good luck to me.

Kiddy Drama

I didn't do shit, get my name out of your mouth.

Find someone else to hate on if you wanna look all tough to impress. But seriously, you're not impressing anybody. It takes one person to say shit and act all tough, and another to ACTUALLY be above that.

RIP =[

My uncle died today. He had liver cancer. It was like this morning for me, but a day ahead in Vietnam. I didn't know him that well, seeing as I've only met him 4 times in my life, but it was a sad morning. I wish I could say more, but I don't have anything to go on. It's just sad.

-

I redid my blog theme and whatnot. It's pretty basic, nothing new there.

Emily is overrrr :D
She's so cute and large. And now she babbles incoherently, it's funny.

Journal Bits - 0920

Longggg day. My parents have been out for 3 hours, the whatifs took over for a little bit.

Ugh, I hate the rainy weather. Makes perfect sense seeing as I live in Washington. It's so miserable outside, and there's not much to do. I want to see Emily tonight, so gotta ask my mom to take me later.

mmKay, not much to say at the moment. I wish it was sunnnnny, I want to go to the fair tomorrow. Lameo. I suppose I will get off now.

ChangeMyLife

Isn't it amazing how someone can just come out of nowhere and sweep you off your feet. They change your perspective on life, and redefine all the things you thought you knew. You always had opinions, but now even those have changed.

Love, forever, promise, strength, hurt.

You think you're strong, you think you've got everything figured out down to the last detail. You get built up so high that when you fall, it hurts like hell.

I used to think I was strong. I've been through some tough stuff, and I don't use that phrase lightly. Not many people know about my dad's brain tumor, my uncle's death, my mom's illnesses, my GAD, etc. I don't like sharing things, but all of a sudden I'm starting to feel very honest.

It's amazing how someone can come along and make you truly doubt what you've always thought about yourself.

-

I'm trying, believe me. But it was all real, so it'll take real time.

Weekend

I have an idea about what my weekend is going to look like.

I'm not going let it be like that.

Journal Bits - 0918

I have no idea what to say anymore.

I think I know what I have to do. I hate life sometimes, I hate how it makes me feel. But I'm tired of all this. I thought I was tired a long ass time ago, but no. This was my breaking point. I'll be strong for my own sake. Who knows how far this will go, but I will not find out. I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I've never felt so torn, and nobody sees it my way.
You don't know the fucking story, you don't know how it was. Don't judge me. I will write in my blog about whatever I want to, if you think this is bullshit then don't freaking read it.

It's settled then.

Blog, please

Oii.

People tell me things I don't want to know, but I suppose it's good to know.

No blog yesterday. I was quite preoccupied. Driving school was not all that exciting, but I got my homework done. Then afterwards, talk about freaking mixed signals. Sucks butt. I don't even know. Maybe I should just "roll with the punches". Lmao, any more cheesy sayings?

I hate our laptop cases. And our laptops. Why can't I just use my laptop, it works perfectly well and it's actually thinnish. But nooo, the school laptops weigh a ton and the case doesn't even fit in my backpack, even though it did last year. I thought last year's cases were bad, and that our backpackjetpacks were bad. Silly me, I'd rather have those. I will have shoulder problems by age 16. WHICH IS IN 38 DAYS.

I need to think of a plan for my partay. I want something elaborate, but then again I want something chill. I don't even want one really, but it's my sweetsixteen, so I gotta do something.

Sighhh, I want clarity in my life.

YouMakeMeWannaLala

Random songs have been stuck in my head all day. When will the insanity stop?

Well, today was quite a bittersweet day. I'm too lazy to go into details.

School, "tooshort"shorts, first day at driving school, talktalkkk, more talk, staying up super late, late start tomorrow. Yahoo.

Hmm, yeah. Blog later.

Dear God,

Keep me sane. Please.

Good Things

All my studying with my aunt for her citizenship test has paid off, she passed! We're all quite delighted, as I spent one whole night defining words on google so she would understand everything.

And my mom's back from the weekend convention she was at. Free shirts, pens, shoelaces, water bottles, etc. Shoelaces... lmao. I don't see why you'd want shoelaces with logos all over, but oh well.

On Christmas day the book I just read is coming out as a movie. The Time Traveler's Wife. It should be hellaaaaa good, can't wait to see it. So many good books turned into movies this year, it's awesomeee. I'm just super upset/pissed/sad/whatever though. I had plans to see them. Sigh. Things must be reworked now, dates erased from my planner.

Anyways, I start driving school tomorrow. Yayayaaayyy. I'm not too excited, but I'm just happy that I'll have something productive to do. Playing the Sims has gotten to be wayyy too fun for me now. Gotta stop.

Plus, the sun is out. It makes me way happier, but things aren't wonderful yet. They will be soon though. No need to fret.

Journal Bits - 0914

Hella homework to finish/start.

Then got to phone people. And help aunt with her citizenship test that's tomorrow. And watch Emily. And tidy up my room. And finish my binder cover thing. And update phone with music.

My mom is not home. So very rare. My mother is out at some convention thing where she gets a free night at the Double Tree Hotel. Hella freaking lucky. With food and everything. I would have gone too, but I would have missed some school. I say so what? But yeah, parents.

Ugh, I'm totally procrastinating. I've been playing the Sims for quite some time as well. It's so addicting, it's like crack. Lmao. Ehh, anyways.

Off to do homework. =/

Plans for Today

Today I will go lay down in a patch of green grass and contemplate my life in the sun while blasting Lifehouse and The Starting Line from my cell phone.

It may just be the single most greatest moment of my life.

And I must babysit while finishing the essay due tomorrow that I never started, math homework and reading.

My life is a joyous occasion. Let it be known.

GAD/Music

GAD is kicking my ass at the moment. After telling another person, I'm tired of hiding it. It's not too big of a deal. So no, those weren't "allergy appointments"... It's part of who I am I guess. Cause like, it's not like I'd be the same person without it. I just hate it, I want to be normal. Being normal means things wouldn't be such a big deal to me. In my head, you take my problems and magnify them until you can't see anything else.


Anyways, I had a nice talk. I like the idea of having friends that will support me. I just hope to be able to return the favor someday. As for now, I know what I have to do. It's funny how sometimes you're so soaked up in what could happen, that you forget what really is happening. But now there's like this constant soundtrack playing in my head, and frankly, it's making me smile again.

• Lifehouse
• Leona Lewis
• The Academy is...
• Starting Line
• The Veronicas
• Paramore
• The Ting Tings
• Michelle Branch
• + many others.

The Sun is Out

I feel good. I think my brain finally went to sleep or something. I swear the weather has some sort of impact on me. I wish we were on a school break or something, even though school just started.

Time to turn up the volume and dance with Emily. I have too much energy to get out. I freaking just had a waffle smeared with butter and jam with an egg omlette on top. That stuff is good. Now I'm watching dear little Emily while my aunt is doing yard work. She's a silly little girl who doesn't know how to speak coherent words yet.

(:

Oh, and I'm creating the bestforthistypeofstuff playlist. It absolutely works wonders.

There's Nothing to Do

I played with Emily all morning, but she's all sleepy and tired now. What a poop. Kilo went missing for a little bit while the back gate was open, but she's back now. I watched pointless T.V, but I'm bored now. There's nothing good on Saturdays.

It's supposed to be super sunny today, so who knows what I'm doing later. There's nothing to do anymore. I just want to sleep.

Cold Day

The thing about conversations with technology, they stay there. Myspace message, IMs if you save them, comments, emails, voicemails, whatever. They stay with you for as long as you want them to. You can go through them whenever you want, or they can just sit there for all of eternity. You can read them and remember when they were written, why, and under what circumstances. The downside is what you feel when you're revisiting them. You might feel a sense of comfort, but it's all fake. It's a fake sense of comfort, it's not real. It'd be real if that was now, and in the present. But those things are a part of the past, they no longer hold meaning under these circumstances. I just wish they did still meant something.

Page Views

Apparently people are quite interested in what I have to say today. Lol.

Painstakingly Blogging

Ugh, I just want to blog now. There's no such thing as blogging too much, or maybe there is.

Memories, they're fucking everywhere. I hate them. The whole world is tainted. This feels like a third-person deal. This isn't happening to me, I'm watching it happen to someone else. No wait, it is me. It's actually me. Yes yes, it was only a couple days ago. Yes, those three words were still uttered. Yes, the embraces were still there. Yes, all was good. Nonono, it went bad. It went bad fast. So quick, never saw it coming. How could you forget? How could you do that? You can't erase it all. You just can't. It's not possible. I don't care how I sound, this is how I feel. If I keep it all in, surely I will explode. It was so damn good. I can't get used to this. It will never work. I can't stop, it's not working. I don't listen to myself, which is stupid. It's me, myself. Yes, there's a cold void now. It's a pit in my stomach. Surely it won't last, or will it? Out of nowhere, after so much.

I'm never trusting anyone again.

Dear Brain,

Stop it, stop it.

Stop freaking thinking. You think too much. You're torturing me. Let it go, let it be. Stop being a loser. You're killing my fucking eyes.

Don't put yourself through this, you don't deserve it. You'll have your day, just watch.

Rewind six months, press play. Or fast-forward three weeks. I'd like to see that.
Please, I beg you.

-The rest of me

Journal Bits - 0912

I have seriously lost the will to blog. But I have found that blogger is not blocked on KSD computers. So maybe in class I can sneak a blog or two in.

Right now I feel fragile. It's a feeling I don't like. Blogging helps, yes, but in this case I don't even know how I feel. It hurts, but I'm looking forward to the day when things get better. I don't want to get into details, but I've just been fucked over too many times. I want to cry, scream, yell, smile, laugh. It's all a big mess. It's like... these memories keep flashing in my head. Like, good times. Goddamn. It's sad knowing that I'm the only one thinking about them. People said it'd hurt, but I never knew what the hell they were talking about.

I still don't understand anything. I can't even get answers about my own goddamn life. It's forreal stupid when something like this happens. It's like, something's missing. I have all this time to fill now and nothing to do anymore. I fell too hard, and that's just the truth.

I was feeling like writing another angry rant, but I'm tired of being mad. Being mad doesn't change anything, neither does being sad. I just feel like I know things. I'm somewhat realistic, and I know that the day will come. It's all going to fall apart like it did for me. For his sake, I hope it doesn't. For my sake, I hope it does. I'm selfish, I know. But I get to be.

Distract me, please.

No Blog

I realize that I haven't not blogged today, and I probably will not. Maybe something blogworthy will occur tomorrow. Like, uh. Hm, no good examples.

I'm reading The Time Traveler's Daughter, it's pretty damn good so far. But I fell asleep while reading it. It was a good nap, only now I have to do all my homework. Life is gay.

Sad Rant

Lmao, is there such a thing? Oh wells.

I feel hideously awful, I hope it's just a phase. I don't feel like being one of those girls, but at heart I am.

I wish I would like, get struck by lightening, but yet wake up perfectly healthy but with amnesia. It would make life so enjoyable.

I don't make sense, good.

Uncensored

I took this off. Not worth it.

Journal Bits - 0908

Ugh, missed the VMAs last night.

I'm actually liking school now, it's freaking crazy. Like the magazine assignment in photography, that's fun. Fun but it has a point. Not many teachers could pull off an assignment like that. And math, I feel so freaking smart it worries me. Last year I was like, a stupid log. Hahahh, I'll prove those mathmaniacs now.

Blahblah, yesterday was funfun with a smidge of family drama. I hate that, but it was okay in the end. We blew up Emily's kiddie pool, she had FUN in that. I've never seen an infant so estatic at the sight of water. And we blew up my volleyball and basketballs. I'm sad, my volleyball had like 23029384 holes in it throughout the seams. Lmao, it was new too but I just never pumped it up. Oh, and I showed Jacky my bball skills. I'm amazing. No, not really, I suck.

Emily is coming over to spend the night tonight. I had to clean my room so that she could sleep on the floor with my auntie. Lmao, my room's the size of like, a normal person's bathroom. Err, slight exaggeration, but still. Idk how we're going to pull that off, but we shall see. I love it when my aunt comes over or I stay there, she makes good food.

Hohum. I have homework to do, then I will collage my spiral notebook. It'll all be great fun.

I <3 Sundays

• Sunday advertisements
• New postsecrets are up
• Sleeping in
• A chill day
• Aunt/Emily usually come to spend the night
• Desperate Housewives [once it starts up again]

Yaaay, Jacky's on his way over. I can't wait to see him. We're going to be all chill and pig out on junkfood and I'll make him watch Legally Blonde 2. <33

Good Laughs

At you know who. Lmao, literally. People just don't know where to stop. I am NOT a caps person. I think this is the first time I've written full sentences in caps. Uppercase letters = anger.

Anyways, I feel so freaking sick. Last night my aunt and I stayed up watching the Count of Monte Cristo. It was hella good. Apparently very different from the book though. Last night and this morning I played with Emily so freaking much I felt tired. Tired! After playing with a 14 month. Hahahahh, she's fun.

Today is a chill day, nothing much planned. Jackkyyy might come over, I feel too sickly to go out. My mom freaks out when I'm sick. Sucks. I'm sure I'll have more to blog about later. You know how things go. Paahahahah.

Venting to a blog is so helpful. It's a good substitute for keeping it all in or causing a scene over nothing. I am calm now. If things continue, then I guess my angry rant 3 must be said in person. Ahahaah, if I wasn't me, I'd pay money to see that. It would be pretty funny.


P.S: if you're mad/annoyed/peeved, then don't blame anybody but yourself. =]

Angry Rant 3

Wtf was I saying, I need to freaking vent.

GO AWAY. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY THEN PLEASE, LET ME KNOW. IDC, MSN, MYSPACE, EMAIL, IN PERSON, WHATEVER YOU GOT. BUT YOU CAN NOT TALK TO MY FRIENDS ABOUT IT. BE SMART! I HAVE FRIENDS YOU KNOW! wtf. AND I DO FUCKING LOVE HIM, HOW DARE YOU FUCKING SAY I DON'T. TALK ALL THE TRASH ABOUT ME YOU WANT, I DON'T FUCKING CARE. BUT DO NOT TELL ME THAT I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOVE HIM. do you have a life? stop butting into mine. forreal, find a new hobby. dudestealing isn't your thing. YOU DON'T KNOW shit! I'M HELLA TEMPTED TO CALL YOU badbad words, BUT I WON'T, THAT WOULDN'T BE TOO NICE NOW WOULD IT? GODFUCKINGDAMN, BACK OFF WILL YOU? HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU! HE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO GET ALL TOUCHYFEELY WITH HIM, TAKE A FUCKING HINT? OHMYGOD, IF YOU WANT TO HUG HIM SO DAMN BAD THEN FUCKING FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO HUG, I'M SURE THAT'D BE CLOSE ENOUGH FOR YOU. AND NO, I DON'T GIVE YOU WEIRD LOOKS. YOU JUST SAY THAT TO STIR UP FUCKING DRAMA. I DON'T THINK I WOULD EVEN LOOK AT YOU. which reminds me, I need to call the eye doc. and see if my glasses are in yet. people are starting to mistake my squints for meanness. so not cool. GOT SOMETHING TO SAY? BY ALL MEANS, don't hold back. :D

The drama never ends. Good thing I have the bestest dude ever, and the bestest friends. God, I love them.

Yes, bxtch. I used the word "love". Oh snap.

Journal Bits - 0905

I took this blog post out.
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Books into Movies

I was on myspace when I saw that Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist has been turned into a movie. It's coming out October 3rd! Heck yes. That novel was gooood, by an author I really like. I thought the movie would be more hardcore though, but it sort of seems fluffy. Nick is played by the Juno babydaddy. I am definitely seeing this movie. It's a must.

My absolute favorite author, and maybe book My Sister's Keeper is coming out in 2009. Doesn't say what date though. I'm sort of upset that Cameron Diaz is playing the mom. This movie better turn out good. Betterbetterbetter. If the movie sucks, it'll ruin the book for me. That's just how it goes. I'll cry all over again at the movies, hahah. Ohh, suckish.

I haven't read Twilight yet, but I hope to before the movie comes out. Everybody has been talking about it. I'm like WTF, how come I haven't. I guess it's because I heard it was about vampires, which made me not want to read it. I even overheard some ladies in the checkout line for Costco talking about it. It made me lol.

Presidential Election

I didn't really used to care, ya know? I think it's because I really didn't know anything. But I know I'm going McCain now.

I think a lot of things are funny. I think it's funny that people want to vote for Obama just because he's black [that's racist. it's like voting for McCain just because he's white. eheh?] I think it's funny how McCain supporters are called racist. I think it's funny how people have "Obama" graphics on their myspaces, I think it's funny how when asked, they can't support why they want to vote for him.

I think McCain is the way to go. No, it's not because I'm freaking racist or because my parents are voting for him. I'm separate from them, I can form my own opinions.
& I really like Sarah Palin. After hearing her speeches and stuff, I think she's the perfect candidate. I was skeptical at first, thinking who the hell was she. But this is good stuff.

Obama is raising this tax and that. It's crazy. The stats are there, for example:

• Obama wants28% on profit for all home sales. If you sell your house, 28% of that money goes to taxes, wtf. [McCain = 0%]
• Income tax, more stuff to pay for. McCain wants no change in the amount of income tax paid, but if Obama wins, the amount could double. Don't wanna believe it? Click, there's a chart on the right.
• Inheritence Tax. Say someone in your family dies and you inherit their houses, farms, property, possesions, etc. Well, right now there is no inheritence tax and would stay that way if McCain wins. If Obama wins, the tax will be restored. Which means you inherit all that stuff, but then must pay taxes for it. Again, wtf.

I'm just voicing my opinion. I know we're going to have class discussions and whatnot. Basically 90% of the people are know are for Obama, and good for them. It makes no difference to me, but still. I like to be heard now and then. And I'm pretty stubborn, so we'll see how this goes.

Second Day

I just feel like writing about my classes.

1 - Studio Photography
Sort of a big class. Sounds like fun, but the beginning is mostly textbook work and such. I'm actually excited for this class. Just wish we would get to the camera stuff. I can't waaaait to use my SLR. Ms. D is pretty cool so far, sort of monotone though. I don't know many people in there. Actually, I only know like 3 people. Hmmmm, my camera's all I need. =]

2 - Contemporary World Issues
HECK yeah, no tests. I don't like tests, so this is good. Finally, a perk of being in Tech. I like the teacher, she's proving to be cool so far. Sounds a little more interesting than world history, this stuff is actually relevant. The class is small too, which I loveeee. Big classes are poop. I'll miss Mr. C's antics though, his class was actually enjoyable. Also, it's the one tech class I have with Jackypants. Hahaha, we sit next to each other. How the heck did that happen?

3 - English
I've only had English one day cause of the drop-schedule, lame. We played games, I like games. English is usually one of my favorite classes, so I hope it's the same this time around too. Seems like there's so much cheerful attitude in there, it stifles me. Lmao, I'm not trying to be morbid, but it's just unnaturally happy in there. We'll see how things are tomorrow.

4 - Math
Hahah, I'll admit that I hated that class yesterday. Today was loads better. I felt smart for a change, unlike last year. I think I'll do way better this year over last year, and I'll bring up those awful alg. 3-4 grades, those were suckish. The class is smallish and there's lots of freshmen. Ew, I don't like split classes like that. I have like, no friends in there except James. He's not even really a friend, lmao. At least now I won't be engaged in my friends' conversations, seeing as they aren't in there. Hahahh, last year we all sat around and talked. Girl talk, enough said.

5 - Biology
I think the teacher is nervous. It's all good though, she seems funny enough. Where I sit is okay too, not by anybody terrible. I actually have friends that sit near me, imagine that. Kind of strict in there, but I guess that's how science goes. I sit so way far in the back that instead of colored blurs that are words, I see nothing. It all just blends together. How pathetic, curse you glasses!

6 - Francais
Madame is cool. I'm totally afraid that I forgot everything over summer. Today we had this translation thing that was pretty spectacular, madame had some good laughs at us, lmao. Me and Leah were all trying to do the work and hogging all of it while Jacky and Moose were engaged in boytalk. Or something like that. Anyways, better go study up for that class.

First Day

Not much to say. All the adults in my life have asked me how it went. I hate going over rules and whatnot, so annoying. I guess I am looking forward to school, all except math. Ugh, it suckkkks ass. Everyone's like "Catherine, what are you doing in here?!????" -gaspgasp- I just want to slap them.

All other classes are okay though. I'm looking forward to photography and CWI the most. English has too much positive energy for me, lmao. I feel the happy vibes from across the hall. And science is like one bad joke after another. There's something weird about Mrs. J, but she does seem cool. Maybe just nerves. French is same old same old, I love Madame's stories. But I did realize that I hardly remember anything I learned, hahah. I have to cram tonight.

On a much brighter note, today has been 5months<3.>

Secret Life is on tonight! Hahahh, my Tuesday will be complete. =]

Missing:

This makes me sad,

• Bus pass
• House key/monokuruboo key chain
• Tote/bag I got in VIetnam
• Photo-ized binder
• Mini box container thing for my locker

Ack, must finish later. Mom has gone insane and insists that I clean the entire house in 30 mins, which is when my aunt is going to be here. Seriously, moms.

School Preparations

Hell yeah, goin' grocery shopping!

I need breakfast foods and snacks. I'm happy, I can't wait to buy food. Lately I've been living off Vietnamese food leftovers. I'm craving some American stuff now.
GROSS. School tomorrow. Hahah, reality stillll has not hit. Although I did get my backpack out from the garage. I think I had some crackers in there, or something crumby >.<

Laters.