GAD/Music

GAD is kicking my ass at the moment. After telling another person, I'm tired of hiding it. It's not too big of a deal. So no, those weren't "allergy appointments"... It's part of who I am I guess. Cause like, it's not like I'd be the same person without it. I just hate it, I want to be normal. Being normal means things wouldn't be such a big deal to me. In my head, you take my problems and magnify them until you can't see anything else.


Anyways, I had a nice talk. I like the idea of having friends that will support me. I just hope to be able to return the favor someday. As for now, I know what I have to do. It's funny how sometimes you're so soaked up in what could happen, that you forget what really is happening. But now there's like this constant soundtrack playing in my head, and frankly, it's making me smile again.

• Lifehouse
• Leona Lewis
• The Academy is...
• Starting Line
• The Veronicas
• Paramore
• The Ting Tings
• Michelle Branch
• + many others.