Minor

There was no sun today.

My brain hurts from straining it. Today was okay. I would like to sit down and write about something, but there's nothing inspiring me today. I hate these gray days. After my shower I will sit down with a bowl of white chocolate & raspberry w/ chocolate truffles ice cream. Safeway brand is way better than that expensive crap.

Then I will go to Emily's soon. I feel obligated to visit her often. Her dad's gone. Her mom watches her 24 hours a day with no break. She goes until 2pm without food because she's just too busy. Watching Emily, getting housework down, missing my uncle, stress, dealing with bills and adult junk, etc. And Emily... my goodness. I could blog about her all day but it's hard to describe how she is. I couldn't even eat when I was there. I would play with her for a little then when she wasn't looking, I'd run to my food for a couple bites. She just requires so much attention. Bleeeeeh, babies.

And now, my parents want to move. Not far at all. But still, I don't want to move. I like this house. I grew up here, I know everything about it. My room is me and I don't want to uproot my life here. Even 3 minutes away is too much, I like where I'm at. Sigh. Exasperated is a good word for me now.