hiatus?

haven't written in here in 2+ years.
so much has changed since then.

• I started at the University of Washington 09/2011
• I moved out into a dorm
• I started smoking weed
• my dad died last July
• I moved out to my own apartment 
• threw some parties, fucked some shit up
• I moved back home
• I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years
• I stopped smoking weed 
• I was happy then I was let down
• I turned 21
• I drink a lot now
• & now I'm knowingly walking into a situation where I know I'll get let down again

2+ years and I guess I still haven't learned.