Because you couldn't keep your dirty hands off of him, I did what I had to do. You're so fucking pathetic and I have real hate for you now. He didn't even DO anything. It was all you. Goddamnit. I didn't want to, but YOU just like to cause misery in my life. Wtf? Hasn't anyone taught you that it's not do that kind of shit. I have this aim conversation with you in it. The one where you're talking to **** about fucking a guy. Yeaaaah, I have on so many occasions just wanted to post it right up here. But I won't. Or maybe I will. I might have to stoop down to your level. I hate you. I tried to be okay with the fact that you're slutty, but this has gone too far. Well, what's next is whatever to me. You ruined everything. It's not even that big of a deal I guess, but when you pile all the shit on top of each other, you get a lot. So here I conclude this blog post, I copied the conversation but I have yet to paste it.
I'm sorry you're fucked up. I'm sorry if I ever did anything to make you want to ruin my life. I'm sorry if I one day just start screaming at you out of impulse. I'm sorry that you think you're cool when you're not. I'm sorry that you're so desperate and lonely. I wish you didn't exist in my life.
But for now, I just give up.
Nothing's worth this.
1 comment:
Oh my goodness.
I've never seen you mad before. This must be a serious dilemma. You're such a kind, sweet girl. I could never imagine you angry or even speaking this way about anymore. I believe it's for a good cause though because I think I've known you long enough to know that you're never like this to any individual unless it's a really good reason.
Keep your head up, Catherine.
Btw.. I know this sounds really awkward & creepy.. but I really have to say that you're one of the sophomores that I really look up to. To be honest, when you and JL had a break for awhile, I was inspired by the way you were handling it. You stayed strong & never stopped because you loved someone one. I know that's strange coming from me, but seriously, Catherine. I thought i'd let you know one day.
You're a really great person & I'm glad I met you. If I did you any harm, I'm sorry.
=] You're cool.
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