dreams

oh yeah,
I had a dream last night.

It was mostly really random. but then there I was, sitting on the black leather couch in my family room. and my dad was sitting next to me. he didn't say anything. usually he doesn't say anything in my dreams. but he looked me in the eye. his face was still crooked from the stroke he had in 2001. I grabbed his arm and linked mine through his. I could feel his dry, crackled skin. then somehow he held both my hands. and then, he was gone.

I also dreamed about my wedding and being on a plane with some coworkers going to St. Louis and they were bumping Tyga's music lol.

I had a lot of dreams with dad in the weeks after he died. but I hadn't seen him since. I miss him so much.