maybe we're bent and broken (312/365)

maybe we're bent and broken (312/365), originally uploaded by ohhh catherine.

last day of the quarter was today.
and I can't believe how confident I am in the decision I made to do running start. the word "college" has had me freaking out for the past couple months and really, all my life. then I remember that I'm actually in college and I'm learning with adults and I'm maturing and growing faster than I ever would have in high school.

yeah... it sucks that my friends leave me out of everything. oh wait, I meant "friends". so funny how the phrase "out of sight, out of mind" works. I wasn't even gone when they started excluding me. but it's whatever. I have the people I need and I'm onto bigger and better things for myself. "they" may not have confidence in me but I'm starting to care less and less now. my actual friends support me and they believe in what I want to do, even when I don't.

this is so long. but I'm not done.

it's just so annoying. some of my friends I don't ever talk to anymore, but when we talk again, it's like we still go to the same school and are in the same classes and all that. then I talk to other people and it's all awkward and they act like they don't really know me after the small talk's been said. wtf, last I checked I thought we were still FRIENDS. and people wonder why JL and I are always together... maybe it's because he makes up one-third of my real friends. friends that I know won't suddenly change their mind about me just because.

but it's okay, cause I'm glad I got the hell out of high school.