Betch

Try, see if you can win. Okay? You can't, because I don't lose.

=]
I don't even know. It's not like I can blog about much on a public blog. You'd be surprised, things are working out differently for me now. It's no longer grim, nor saddistic. It's looking up, for reasons I can't exactly write about. It's just that things have taken place, things have been said, realizations made. It's good, it's something I can now be satisfied with.

People will come and go, but I wonder when I will. Or will I even? All I know is, I don't trust your words. There's something there, don't deny it. You know how it is.

I'm sorry, but I'll try to be easier to get along with now. I didn't know people were saying what they said. Truth is, I just didn't the will to pretend to be happy months ago. Now? I'm happy, and I'll try to show it. You're all great people, thanks for noticing when I couldn't even see myself. =]