Oh Beezy,

800+ messages I just sorted through. I only saved a couple...
Sigh. Just several months ago, but it seems like years ago. So much in those little myspace messages. It sort of hurt to read them. Like a false sense of security. I hate not knowing things, like what's going to happen in the future. Things are so fragile now... it's like I have to watch my every move. One misstep and things could fall apart all over again. I got some good answers last night, but they still aren't good enough for anything to happen. I don't know what to try. Lately I've just been going with life and taking every bit of it. It seems to be working. If only I could explain it...

Sigh. Myspace inbox is empty now.

Half-Full

My faith is high, don't let it come crashing down.


You're not cool. Butt out of my life and focus on your own. Make some friends, find a different obsession, talk shit about someone else, bite off others, do what people like you do. Just back off a little? You're smothering your item of obsession and it's cringe-inducing for me to watch. Does anyone like you?

BIRTHDAY

Has started out very nicely. At the moment I am at the SouthCenter library waiting for JL to get his ass over here. In the meantime I am printing out all of my birthday coupons from stores around here. Good deals, man.

16, dude. I'm freaking elderly.

Party!

Hella tired. Ohmygoodness.

It was all good (:

My mom took lots of pictures but they came out blurry cause of the zoom and stuff. Sucks. I uploaded some of the good ones onto my myspace though. It was freaking fun. $625 altogether babyyyy. Lots of cool gifts too. Ralph&Angelo, lmao. Twister is awesome, you don't even know. Especially when it's basically all guys that are excited to look homo. Hahahh, it was fun playing. My limbs hurt though. I'm seriously wiped.

Goodnight all. I'm 16 as of today since it's technically the 26th.

He promised to be the first to wish me a happy birthday. Let's see if he is. =]

Oh Yes,

It wasn't a "sike". <3

STRESSMODE. Party is TOMORROW. Still got hella stuff to do and it's already getting late.

Anywho, today was quite nice. Really nice actually. I got balloons, a card, and GUM. Other presents tomorrow =]. JenniferLopez came over again today for a little bit. Mostly went around and ran some errands. Teehee, plus and I saw some funny ass shit in emails. Daaaamn, who knew girls were so clingy. I hekka thought I was all this time. I've been outdone, which is good.

Yayayayayyy, 16 in 2 days. Why am I so old? I hate feeling old. I wish I was 15 forever. It was a pretty good year.

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I hope it wasn't a "sike", because I haven't heard those words in a long ass time.

And I do too. <3

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Today was amazing? YEAH.

Developed my film and it came out! Heck yessss, got some nice shots. Only 13ish were good though. Others were under/over exposed. Beautious pictures. Never knew it would take so long though.

And then yeaaah, JenniferLopez came to chill. Mowed the lawn. DR. PEPPER! OMFG. Funniest moment of my freaking life.

GA now! This show is entertaining, lmao.

Pallies

Damn,

Can't freaking wait til the end of this week. I love my friends. <3

The Gift Dilemma

Collin: "What do you want for your birthday?"
Catherine: "Ugh, I don't really know. Whatever you'd think I'd like."
Collin: "Oh... okay."
5 seconds later.
Collin: "I KNOW WHAT TO GET YOU!"
Catherine: "Cooooooool."
Collin: "A BARBIE DOLL."
Catherine: "Wtf..."
Mack: "I'll get her Ken!"
Collin: "Don't worry, I'll wrap a $20 bill around her."
Mack: "Stick it in her underwear!"

JL [to Moose]: "Just get her some socks. Hah."



Sigh, I need to think of things I want. No barbie dolls, please. Or socks...

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Field Trip today.

Was amazing, no lie. I sort of fell asleep on the way there. Hahahh, it was nice. And it was absolutely freezing cold outside when we got to the library. A mocha later, we were all good. I'm mad that my film ripped but I didn't have anything extrodinary anyways. I got LOTS of good pictures that I'm hoping will come out. Lots of digital ones too, but I uploaded them all onto myspace. Hahahh, yay for myspace.

JL, Alison, and Rae are supercool to be on a field trip with. Lmao, we even went shopping and ate crepes. Except I bought a dude shirt and it's hella big on me so I gotta return it. The McD's dude was hella rude too and was texting the whole time. Lame ass. So much to see in Seattle, makes me want to live there someday.

One thing though is that my future car's driver's side door is broken because of a truly unlucky accident. [While on it rolled backwards across the street and into the mailbox while the door was open.] Ahem, yeah. That's my luck. Thankfully my aunt has connections and can get it fixed tomorrow.

Overall, a nice day. Lots to be happy about, besides my car. It's been awhile.
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