Yay =]

JL came over to my aunt's today. Finally. I freaking forgot to take some project052 photos though, damnit. We were having too much fun. Hahahh, pictures weren't a priority I guess.

We made salmon bites and curry sauce for dinner. It wasn't as good as I expected though.

Emily was frightened of JL for about, 10 minutes, then the two became best friends. When Emmy had to take a nap we heard her in her room, she was like "JAJY! TY!" Ahahahh.

Life is good. Except I still haven't found a freaking bag yet. AVF is on right now, then Grammys and Desperate Housewives. Yes.

5ish Days Left

I'm still trying to find a new bag. I've looked just about everywhere. Payless Shoes surprisingly had a good one though, but it was a tad small. So I'll keep looking. I want like, a black tote or hobo bag that's not canvasy and doesn't look like an old person's bag. It's taking me awhile to find.

I still need to buy sunscreen. The good kind, so I don't darken to a crisp.

Tomorrow JL's finally coming over. I'm making dinner. =]

I need to think of more things to pack. I only have clothing items, it seems pretty bland in my luggage. Emily requires practically the whole house to be packed, lmao.

Okay, that was really random. Nothing to blog about really. But I feel bad when I don't blog everyday. My resolution was that if I don't journal, I blog. Blogs aren't as personal, but whatever. Still gets the job done. I wonder if I'll be reading this like, 20 years from now. Hahah, interesting thought.

Pysch

Is a really funny show.

I want to do another Stream of Conciousness soon. Maybe not now though.

I don't know. I'm having another one of those nights, where the emotion isn't put into a simple category. I feel like, there's so much to enjoy right now. I'm at a good place. On the other hand, the stress has only lightened up a little bit. It's like a never-ending cycle. I dropped sports, I dropped clubs, and I still feel the same load of stress even when I do nothing. Yet, I'm happy. It's like, both feelings are always there, but one is often more prominent than the other.

I leave in 6 days. I don't feel as excited as I think I should. I hate when I can't pinpoint my feelings. I can't wait to relive the life I pick up every couple years over there, but then again, I'll miss the comfort of home.

I'm going to eat some soup. Emily's still up. Lmao.

Crikey

My mom got a ticket from the Auburn PhotoSafe thing. Lol. It was just because she didn't see the sign that said "No Turn on Red". There were no cars, so she turned right which would normally be okay.

I signed up for my freaking diver's test. March 3, 2009. Ehk.

I wanna go bowling with JL tonight but my mom's making me ask my dad. Ugh.

I Laughed

Today, was hillarious. "Dinosaur. Doom Doom Doom." Lmao, JL made me laugh the hardest I've laughed in awhile. He's such a cutie.

I packed my clothes! Yeaaaah, now I need to buy a buttload of sunscreen.

I feel content. =]

New Project052 Photo!

Squared., originally uploaded by ohhh catherine.

Compare the myspace one to the flickr one. Jeez!

Today was a pretty good day. I had way too much time this morning, so I curled my hair. The blank top was $6.99 at Delias! Niceeee.

I wanted JL to come over today but my mom had to stay home and watch Emily, so she couldn't take us home. I leave in 8 days now I believe. I want to spend some more time with JL before I leave. He was super LD today, it was cuteeee.

Safeway's selling spicy cheetos for $1. Must go buy later.

Long list of crap to do. Ugh. I feel scatterbrained right now. Doesn't help.

MakeDamnSure

I seriously love that song. It's by Taking Back Sunday.

Well, I'm not so much in a blogging mood. I'll make lists instead. Here we go:

• I now adore sweater vests.
• I must call to make a driving test appointment today.
• Yesterday, I found a dead cockroach in my luggage. It could be an omen.
• I'm really tired lately.
• I don't want to call JL "JL" anymore because everyone seems to be using intials, it gets old after awhile.
• I got the highest score for the process part of my math final. Not MC though.
• Must buy some more gum, I owe hella people now.
• The sun is out, for that I am happy.
• Tonight I will be cooking for 6, including myself.
• Vietnam in 9 days.
• School is okay.
• No project052 photo until JL comes over.
• I miss that loser.

Okay, I'm done. Gotta go buy some bacon. =]

10 Things

I should do these every once in awhile.

1. I love you. Happy 10month. Two more months = 1 freaking year. Thanks for putting up with me. =]

2. I don't like how we're growing apart. It worries me. We've changed a lot of these few years and both sort of went on different paths, but I think now more than before, we're starting to get back to where we were. I hope it continues this way because I don't know what I'd do without you. Somebody needs to rant with me about our education system. Hahahh.

3. You're not my favorite person. I think you need to stop whatever the hell you're trying to do. Even before I knew you, I knew you had a bad attitude. I could tell from that KMTA boot camp thing when you seemed like the snootiest person there. Yeah, maybe you were nervous or whatnot, but now I highly doubt it. My opinions about people change once I get to know them, but mine's never changed about you. Just stop putting on an act.

4. You were someone I considered close to me. When I was at my lowest, rock-bottom point, you were there to listen to me. Little did I know, you would use it against me and bring it up in front of everyone just weeks later. I trusted you, and you lost that trust. Especially when drama started between my was-good friend and myself because of your mouth. Yeah, I can still consider you a friend, but not someone I can ever trust again.

5. You're a smidge on the flirtatious side with certain people, and sometimes it annoys me. But it's okay I guess. I know you don't mean anything by it, and we're good friends. I'm glad you're there for me to spill to, and so far you've been super trustworthy, never has anything I've told you gotten into someone else's mouth.

6. Please don't talk to my boyfriend about me. First off, you're an ass. Second, you lie. Third, you have no right to ask such things. I mean, wtf. That's a question I wouldn't even ask my friends. You talked shit about me that was VERY false and when I talked to you about it, you flat out denied it. Don't lie if you're going to be a wimp about it. And stop. Whatever you're trying to go isn't working. It's been a long time since I've had a second thought about you, get over it.

7. Dude, if you lived here, you would be my second closest friend. You're like, my other half. We were super close during that time and I wish it hadn't stopped. Because I called you awhile back but we only talked for a couple minutes, then I talked to you on facebook some, but then it seemed like you just would randomly stop talking. Idk. I wouldn't think of you as the type of person to just forget about people like that, but maybe I'm wrong.

8. You're too cocky sometimes. Don't think I suck at life because I slack off in one class. What's easy to you may not be easy to others. Just keep that in mind? You're a good friend, I don't want to see that change.

9. Bi-polar! Hahahah, one minute we're friends. The next, you're pissed off because of some randomass accusations against me? The next, you're trying to always be around my then-ex? Next, you're mad because we got back together. Now, I'm supposedly good in your eyes now. Wtf.

10. Okay, there's no 10. I'm tired. Maybe tomorrow.

Semester 1

Oh goodness.

For my semester grades I have two Bs. The one in photography is inevitable, but in biology I have an 88.00%. I hope I can still turn in my coupon things. Oh my gosh. I was freaking out, but they're okay this time around. Except math, nothing has been updated. I hope she updates it soon. Urgh.

Ugh

JL didn't come over. I went to the mall again. Got just a couple things. My first H&M purchases today. There's nothing to watch on T.V now. My parents are watching Deal or No Deal. This show lost it's appeal sometime shortly after it started. I'm currently working on this series I have planned for project 365. Still no DSLR. I need to clean my room and read. I have a headache. ALSKDALSKJDs.