It's so up and down and up and downdowndown with my photography. Somedays I can produce something good and other days it's like I'm too scared to even pick up the camera. Sometimes I think about how nice it'd be to just put away the camera for a little bit and not even think about it. That's what 365 does to you, it forces you to think creatively every day and somedays it's just not possible. But I'm not going to quit because then I'd be like half the young female photographers whose streams inspired me to no end, but then suddenly stopped. I don't know, I just feel like a failure sometimes. Life I've failed my camera who has yet to fail me.
But I got a job. I've got a writing position on the media production team w/ KSD. Tomorrow I go in to discuss the details and stuff. With a job I'll have even less time for 365. I'll probably end up driving to school to save time. =/
It's been an up/down day.
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