Friday, June 5, 2009

to: you

I used to brush you off as "whatever", but it's really difficult to do that now. Don't think I'm being mean and rude to you for no reason. It's for many damn reasons. First, you use people (my friends...), you hurt my friends, you tried to get self-pity on yourself THROUGH ME ("Aww, did you invite Catherine? Why did she come? I guess I'll sit by myself.... I don't really know who to sit by now... :(((((((((") WTF, you got all touchy feely? and you joked around about having sex with him to someone else (GROSS), you added me on myspace for the sole purpose of a boy, you are so fucking annoying when you yell and scream UNNECCESSARILY (sure be loud and obnoxious once in awhile, but is it really needed when people are IN CLASS that's not yours and you're doing it for attention, clearly... and don't think this is just me saying it, nearly the whole damn sophmore class is annoyed by you), you think people are your best friends which is funny because he said "What? I don't even know her last name. I just met her, why would she do that?", you act pathetically and it makes me cringe to see it..., you think you're "a good girl", but shiiiiiit, I know what you've done..., you just aren't who you say you are, which bugs me a lot.

I'm going to be rude to you probably, and if you ask me about this, I will tell you in person. You just don't get it. I'm okay with everyone except you. I don't know what it is about you (besides all the reasons above). I apologize in advance if I ever really hurt you, but hun, you caused me a lot of hurt too.
Other people that have hurt me... we're friends now. We said our sorrys and it's all done and dealt with.

(What I said last night was a little too harsh). I took it off. The rest remains.

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