Diseased

I don't even know. Do I have a cold? The flu? Bronchitus? Cancer?

Ugh, I just want to feel normal agaaaain. I can't even hang out with him afterschool or anything cause I'd just feel miserable the whole time. This weekend we must though, regardless of whether or not I'm still coughing up stuff. It's a freaking 4 day weekend and I want to spend some of it not having hot soup shoved down by throat and 5 blankets wrapped around me.

Sigh, what bad timing.

Pathetic

Oh Hun,
That was a really stupid lie you told. Sort of... pathetic. I mean, why lie like that. 2 lies in 1 statement. Because 1. you know you did. And 2. you know he didn't.

I had a nice laugh though. Cheered me right up from my depressive sickly state. Especially when talking to Kerlyn. She laughed with me too. As we all should. =]

Aww, my sweatshirt smells like him. Makes me not want to wash it, but that would be unhygenic.

Super Cute

Yes, this is THE cutest thing you will ever see.

Check it out. Especially if you like little 4-week old puppy dogs.

Updates

Hahahh, I just updated the blog on Jacky's profile. It was a lot to write.

And now I'm working on lame assignments.

Tired of School

5th period makes me sleepy. I tried to sleep since I had an opportunity but I just couldn't. I have a French exam next period! Ugh, and at the moment I'm supposed to be looking up information on freaking pine trees.

Ahahhblahblah. This morning was interesting. I hate the rain immensely. The rest of today was cute though. <3

Good Progress

I feel not as sick now. Just a weird gagging feeling when I cough though, hahahh.

Hmmmm, so I'm thinking that life is good now. :D
The drama concerning other people has subsided now which is a huge relief. What people say shouldn't really affect me... but it does. I think it affects everyone to some extent whether they want to admit it or not. And he's so super sweet to me sometimes, it makes me smileeee.

Eh, grades? I hope teachers update tomorrow because I do not want 3 A-'s. Election day too! As much as I would like McCain to win, I'm thinking Obama's got it.

Blodge powerpoint due soon and I haven't even started yet. I need to stop with the procrastination. I've said that so many times too, lmao.

Sickly

I just took 2 pills and am now eating hot chicken noodle soup.

I waited out at the bus stop for like, 25+ minutes in the freaking cold. Ugh, 168 is almost always late when you want to get on it. I have a superbad cough and everytime I do cough, my head throbs painfully. And I feel cold randomly and start shivering, even though I am layered and have a heater at my feet.

Oi, I'm sure it was from Fright Fest since it was raining super hard at first and my hair got all wet. Oh well, it was worth it of course. =]

I hope he likes it. I put quite a bit of effort into it. I loved his reaction at lunch today, it was so sweet. <3

Loveeey

You know the feeling.

All smiley and loveydovey and stuff. I missed that feeling. I'm glad it's back. =]

7months

Yes, it would have been.

15/03/16!
Lol, it's a very unique date.

Today was awesome except I think that I am coming down with something so I need to be careful and med. up cause I do not want to be sick.

Hehehee, I hope tomorrow goes as planned. <3

<3 !

Uhmmmm,
Best night of my life. Hands down.

We got lost for an hour trying to get to Fright Fest. Then ended up at my aunt's house. Then left again and it was hella easy to find. Then we went in the haunted house, on the Pirateship ride, timberhawk, THE FREAKING RING OF FIRE, bumpercars, haunted trail thing.

Then he asked me out. Again.
<3

I'm so utterly wiped.
Goodnight Blogger.